Tuesday, August 31, 2010

Emo Wave

I've realised nowadays people keep posting emo status in Facebook including myself which I'm not to be ashamed to admit. Perhaps, posting a sentence from particular lyrics which implies how they feel. Why is this so? They've got nothing else to do, are they? Well, I guess people are just feeling depressed and down themselves, mostly due to lovesick. Not all but most of them I suppose.

Did it just hit on you? 

Are you experiencing exactly the same thing that I mention as well?

From my perspective, posting this emo status which describes certain feeling that people are going through is just like what I'm doing now, blogging, by putting everything or anything of what you feel and think into words and share it with people that you're connected. Agree with me? Or maybe disagree then. Anyway, this is what I think, it's only my personal view. It maybe wrong so you don't have to take it seriously. Everyone has their own view, I know.

Sometimes, I also do post things like I mention above in Facebook especially when I'm feeling dejected and stressful. I tend to get blue easily ever since I went overseas to pursue my further studies. This might be due to the loneliness and homesickness, feeling far apart from where you belonged and used to be. Apart from that, it is more likely to happen because of lovesick if you have fallen with someone else. But bear in mind, all of these don't mean that I don't have any friends or people who talk, care or love me here. It doesn't mean I have fallen for other guy. Those are just assumptions and possibilities. I'm making this sound more ambivalent and it's a good thing to do cause I don't want anyone who concerns about me to worry about my life. Truth or lies? 

Anyhow, life here is going pretty well. Nothing big deal except for the bombardment of reports and assignments that are pissing me off every time and causing more stress over me. Perhaps, I shouldn't barry about it so much cause it meant to be this way. Came to think of it, I've still got two more reports to be done. Annoying much! But honestly since I came to Perth, life has changed dramatically, even my attitudes and perception of different things. 
It is much expected as living in another country with different cultures may alter your lifestyle and point of views. I've learned and experienced a lot and also get to know more different people. There are good and bad things and going through all these really have taught me a lot that I didn't even realise it could go this way. Overall, it's always good to experience them.

Life goes on and there are still many things and events waiting for me to be experienced so I gotta be strong and determined! Yes, that's what I gotta do. Be more positive towards life.

Noobie

I've been wanting to create my own blog just like what others do for a long time but I haven't got any time to do so until tonight. Well, you can say it is just an excuse because I actually can manage to do it no matter how busy I was. Anyway, this is going to be my very first post on this blog (obviously) so I'm trying to write this not boring and dull as I can or else people might not even want to read my blog.

To be honest, I'm still not very good at editing the whole blog as I've mentioned that this is my very first blog that I have created in my whole life. Hopefully, I can spend more time on discovering this whole new thing and writing more posts. Life at the moment seems a bit hectic due to assignments, reports and a few things to catch up with. So, this is what they called uni life. Assuming most of the readers are around my age, I believe you're all experiencing the same thing as me.

Reason why I decided to blog: Firstly, I thought writing my minds out would make me feel better as in expressing all the emotions and thoughts. Rather than keeping everything to myself, which I personally think it makes life harder and pretty stressful at the same time, I've decided to put them in words and share it to the readers. Another reason is that I wish I could improve my English by writing more but definitely I will have to write more often to achieve this aim of mine. 

I should probably read more books but I'm being so lazy lately even though I'm having a study break for a week. Actually, I'm supposed to take this week to catch up what I've missed for the past few weeks but I'm just too lazy for no reason. I need some motivation and seriously, I can't afford to lose any more time to achieve what I aim for that is higher results for this semester. I promised myself not to slack anymore, it's okay if I slack once a while, and study hard. I really hope I can do this and not be disappointed with myself once again.