Please Come Back To Me

Boh xim ahhhhhhhhhh! I don't know why and don't ask me why either cause I myself don't even know where my heart has gone to. Please, please come back to me, Dear Heart. Stop wondering around, will ya? I need you, I need you to focus now on my studies. Exam is coming pretty soon so please find your way and return back to where you belong.

AHHHHHHH! I feel like screaming out loud but I can't do it now cause I'm in the library? Lol.

Exams conclude the end of semester

Hey guys guess what? I'm done with EFDP YAY!! In case you don't know, it's a unit that I WAS doing for this semester. Just then, I had my oral presentation and it actually went okay. At least better than I thought, I'm glad. Hopefully every member of the team is able to get a pass for this unit cause I don't think anyone would want to retake it especially this unit since it's kinda bitchy anyway. Lol. It's really time for me to move on and focus on the other units. Since I've already had EFPD outta my way, I should be probably able to concentrate on my studies for the exams now. Yeh, so I gotta study hard now. I really hope I can get better results than first semester. Soon, I'll be done with first year of engineering, pretty fast I reckon. After the exams, here comes the ultimate freedom and then "balik kampung". 

Anyway last thing I wish to mention in this post is that good luck to everyone who is having exams now. I know everyone is working really hard now cause it's almost towards end of the year which means it's exam period now and I shall see you guys in Brunei soon.

OH MY GOD!

OMG OMG OMG OH MY GOD !!!!!!!!!!

This time really "chua sai" (Hokkien) liao. Oral Presentation for EFDP is just couple days later. Actually I'm supposed to be writing my script now but I'm too scared to continue (I'm halfway through my script). What's the point of writing my script so nicely cause I always end up babbling some irrelevant shits. 

I get nervous when I have to stand and present in front of every single human, PHOBIA! No matter what I do or how calm I am at first, when the presentation starts my heart beats like crazy and as fast as anything you can think of. Slowly, my whole body heats up and that's when I lost control of my mind, head goes spinning round and round then my mind goes blank. "Poof" I forget every points that I've memorised for so many days. It happens even if I practice daily. "Bo bian" (Hokkien)

I myself don't even know what else I can do but I seriously don't want to stuff it up again.

All I can say is "OH SHIT" !!

Let me just get back to it. Oh man~

Another Friday

Oh my god, it's Friday again !!!!!

Can't believe it just ended so fast.

AHHHHHHHHHH!!!

2 more Fridays and I'm done/doomed.

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HAHAHAHAHAHA!!

I'm insane, look what you've done to me.

This is the most random post ever but I like it.

Oh Dear Friday

Dear Friday, 

I just love you so much that I've been counting down all day long till the next Friday comes along. And, you know the reasons why but too bad for another 3 weeks more, it will be another story. I couldn't and don't even dare to imagine how it will turn out to be, let it be a good or bad one. But what can I do? Nothing, there's nothing I can do. All I'm saying is that I'm so gonna miss counting you down, just like what I always do.

P.S. I'm already missing you.

Yours sincerely,

Joanne Lim

Thank You

I will never forget the moment when you complimented me saying how good I was at Maths. You were impressed when I told you that I love Maths. Then you said you hardly know anyone who really loves Maths with this surprise look on your face.

"You're good, you always score full marks," you say. 

& "......"

This is exactly what I need, encouragements and compliments despite getting things wrong, correct or even perfect. It's been a long time since people last praised me when I got good marks for my studies. I'm really happy and contented with what I've heard today. Receiving compliments does not mean I want to impress and show anyone what I'm good at. Definitely not showing off or being arrogant, it means acknowledgement to me. Acknowledgement means a lot to me as it keeps pushing me moving forward towards my future, path ahead of me.

You may think that I'm just overreacting or being emotional but I do not care because you do not know me well and what I have been going through my life. You would not believe this, me neither, tears are actually trickling down my cheek while I'm typing this post. And, please DO NOT confront me about this post cause I do not wish to talk about it and also, I believe there is not any much of these to be discussed about. I just wish to express them out so I decided to put them into words so yeh.

For your information, do not just simply give me any compliments when you do not mean it after reading this post. It is not like I'm begging for compliments or whatsoever unless you really really mean it. Besides, getting compliments more often may not be a good thing either, I assume you know why.

Hey you, thanks for today as in helping me with the Maths and finally, the compliments and encouragements. I really need them as they meant a lot to me. You have brighten up and made my day. Thank you.

NP/MM

The Awesome Break!

Oh my god my one week break was really awesome. I couldn't even put it into words, indescribable. Why u ask? Cause it was a gorgeous one, my very first time experiencing this kind of holiday. Gotta love it! 

Okay, so I actually went to quite a few places up ahead of Perth, Australia. We went there by driving and stopped at a few places before we reached Exmouth where it was our final destination. Since it needs to take like almost a day to drive to Exmouth directly, we decided to stop at Carnavan for one night. Before Carnavan, we stopped at Leeman for a couple of hours just to have a quick rest. Well, to be exact we stopped at quite a few actually but I can't remember some of their name.

For your information, we did not live in luxurious hotel or apartment. It might be out of your expectation cause we were camping and living and staying in trailer most of the time which were really special and different to me. I like it when we were sleeping, eating, watching TV inside the trailer though cause when I was young, I only got to see those scenes in American movies and I thought I would never get to experience it but I just did! The trailer was actually huge, not a small one that you get to see it on road sometimes. Six people got to sleep in there and there was a tiny kitchen where you could cook, wash and eat. Cool right? What do you think?

And of course we did not go to big shopping centre and stuff like that. We went fishing, swimming and did what we could do in the nature such as beach, sea, bushes, rocky mountains. Anyway, it was all about nature. Isn't it nice exposing and relaxing yourself around the nature. Hell yea, I got to see dolphins, whales, emus, kangaroos and many different animals. I didn't go to see them in the zoo but in the seas, bushes and the Australia outback! What do you reckon, mate? Isn't it awesome?

I think some of you might think this is boring but you're absolutely wrong I tell you cause it was fun. I don't think I did a good job in putting them into words, it was far beyond these words so yeh unless you get to try and experience yourself. I bet you would love it! Trust me on this, it was really really good. Seriously I got to see and experience a lot in this trip and I'm glad I had a chance to go there. I did not have a good time after a long period of stressful study weeks so this trip meant a lot to me as I get to relax and chill myself off.

Couple of photos to share with you below.

A cow spotted in the bushes!

Seawater gets evaporated into salt

Blowhole

Beach

Emu strolling around our trailer

One of the shot of Cape Range National Park

See through the clean seawater

I caught this fishy, Trevally! Big aye?

Welcome to Exmouth

What's interesting is that we drove pass Tropic of Capricorn! Cool stuff.